I was on the verge of giving up everything.
My heart was still beating, but I had no life left in me.
I was spiritually dead.
I was mentally tired.
And I was physically defeated.
I wanted to end my own life.
That was my normal.
For 700+ days.
I contemplated suicide.
It was the darkest period of my life.
It's funny now looking back on it all..
My conscious mind was full of chaos, but there was a surreal knowingness that if I just decided to keep moving forward that things would get better.
This was all back in 2016.
I can't even recognize the person that I used to be.
Because it wasn't the real me.
I was so disconnected from the God within.
Thankfully, I had the support of my family and close friends during that time.
I also found my first mentor who shifted the way I was thinking.
That was so pivotal for me because I grew up without my father and although I've had a great supporting cast, I never had a true mentor.
His guidance was something I didn't know I needed, but I felt the changes happening in me after listening to him speak.
I couldn't have did this on my own.
That's why I've dedicated my life to helping others reach their full potential.
Because I know what it's like to hit the wall and feel like you have nothing left inside to keep going.
I know how it feels to have problems that seem 10x larger than your capacity to handle them.
I know what it's like to have a dream that doesn't match your reality.
I know what it's like to feel like you're running outta time AND options.
And I also know how hard you have to push thru the pain.
I know the level of desperation you must reach to finally say "enough is enough!"
I know the level of humility you must reach to say "hey, I need help with this."
I know why you need a complete reset on habits, thoughts, and behaviors to see real change in your life.
And I know the amount of patience you need to actually allow your vision to come to life.
I went from the darkest place in my life to being a light for others.
From drug addiction and sleeping on my sisters couch for 18 hours a day to owning multiple companies, doing what I love, and living out my purpose.
I finally feel FREE and in control of my life.
And I assure you that if I can do it, you can too.
I look forward to getting to know more about you and your journey to success.
Just remember that it all starts with deciding that you won't ever give up on your potential.
Peace, Love, & Prosperity.
- J. Malik